recap

Yesterday was:
-uplifting
-refreshing
-new
-amazing
-the best place to be
-much needed


Tomorrow is:
-Christmas
- two days until Michigan
-family
-warmth
-presents
-eggnog
-Christmas dinner


Today is:
-Christmas Eve
-Christmas Eve Dinner
-Last minute shopping
-Wrapping presents
-butterfly stomachs
-excitement

The 26th is:
-PACKING, packing, packing.
-overload of excitement
-lack of sleep
-preparing for planes
-cleaning
-preparing for snow
-love love


mmk. sweet, life!
MICHIGANNNN

ALL

SOMETIMES DO YOU EVER JUST FEEL LIKE TYPING IN ALL CAPS? EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS REALLY WEIRD AT FIRST IT JUST FEELS RIGHT.
WELL THATS NOW.
FEELING REFRESHED AND NEW.
LAUGHING THAT PEOPLE ARE CONSTANTLY SHUTTING ME DOWN AND LETTING GO OF THEIR HOLD ON ME.
LAUGHING THAT WHENEVER I SAY SOMETHING IT DOESN'T COME OUT RIGHT AND NO ONE CAN MAKE SENSE OF IT.
(SOMETIMES IT'S LIKE I SPEAK IN WINGDINGS.)

LAUGHING THAT THINGS FALL APART SO EASILY.
LAUGHING AT THE FACT THAT HE THINKS ITS OKAY TO DO THIS TO ME.
LAUGHING AT MYSELF.
LAUGHING AT MY LIFE.
AND LAUGHING AT THE FACT THAT ABOVE ALL OF THAT I AM REALLY REALLY HAPPY RIGHT NOW.

YEAH.

PS. LAUGHING AT THE FACT THAT I GET MY DREAM FULFILLED IN A FEW DAYS.

start of something

tonight was really good.
i love them.
it was good.
i learned a lot today.
(i learned too much today)


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okay, Michigan in5 days... uhm YES!
Have a good Christmas break everyone.
mmmhhm

final

I am going to the Junior Statesmen convention in LA. I'm really really stoked. It should be super fun, and a good learning experience. It's going to be good. I hope to get a lot out of it.
I'm disappointed in my friends.
I'm giving up on people.
They think it's okay to hurt me.
I'm giving up on people.



Okay, and while I'm on a complaining rant:
The school's grading and testing system is fucked up; and mr. buckmoyer has shitty ways of testing aptitude.

i'm through

start

friday night was really fun.
I really love my new friends. (the old ones too of course)
its nice to know there are still good people left, seriously though it disgusts me how horrible people can be. Do they not realize what they do to people?
gah, i have started to lose faith in humanity

concise

debate in junior statesmen today. I think it went well.
Our neighbor's cat kinda lives here now. It's amazing having a cat, it curls up with me and I play with it. I have decided to only speak to it in french. It's learning.
It likes to attempt to eat my bird though...
Good music lately, people have been making me mixezz, c'est good.
I'm doing really well(?) yeah, i think so.

how are you though?