we're just kids.

Two weeks from now I will be starting school again.
Ten days from now I will be saying goodbye to Claudia.
Twenty four hours from now I will be here holding this same pose.
Ten hours from now I will be at the high school; officially getting my schedule and pictures.
Nine hours from now I will be on the bus into town, yay?
Eight hours from now I will be wiping the sleep from my eyes.
Three hours from now I will be dreaming.
One hour from now I will be sleeping.
Right now I am living my life.
Right now am I living my life?

pre

this is what I'm expecting of this upcoming year:
-frequent visits to UCSC to visit my sisters. (emilie and margaux)
-lots of stress due to the insanity of my schedule
-concerts
-downfall of my social life (due to lack of Claudia's driving me around)
-lack of happiness at home (due to Claudia leaving)
-new music
-more nights out
-less money
-a job...?(god, now is the time to intervene)

Start of Something

It is August 8th, 2008 and I am lying in my bed underneath all my covers being a fat American. 

This summer is going wonderfully. JSA Stanford was the best thing I have ever done with my life. I have made numerous un-breakable friendships that I plan on keeping, I have learned more information than I thought I would be able to retain in a one month period, and I have learned a little more about myself.

Yesterday I went to bike night for the first time and it was amazing! I loved it, and it was nice to have the old group back together again. This past week and upcoming weeks are all about re-connecting with friends I missed while I was at Stanford. I'm looking forward to some good days in the next few weeks. Sadly, Claudia's leaving for BC on the sixteenth, and that will not be a good day. Everything is wonderful right now! If only I could get a long with my mom better, hah, it's not too good lately.