Sydney got the new Stars cd today,(after many mishaps), which pretty much means I got the new stars cd today! and i have been listening to it the past 3 hours and am falling in love with it. I really like it. I'm drawing hands for extra credit in freehand drawing, and Sydney laughs at my drawing techniques.
I bought a new Jodi Picoult book today. and that means so much to me. really, and THEN when i got home my dad said he had a surprise for me and he handed me ANOTHER jodi picoult book. and it was amazing and made me really happy. my collections growing!
i get lectured on my grades every fucking day. i have three B+'s one C+ (i know i know) and an A+. and everyone is driving me fucking insane. and i have just about had it. i could probably have straight A's, but i'm trying really hard this last week. I have done so much extra credit this week.
anyways, while i was walking out of spanish today my spanish teacher stopped me and said "laura, i was looking at your schedule and your grades. you should have straight A's with the classes you are taking." and she started telling me how i am doing so badly and blah blah blah and how i should definitely be getting an A in her class. FUCK THIS. seriously its spanish 4, and i am trying my best. most of the people in my class have C's and gah. im so sick of everyones expectations, and pressure about fucking spanish when i am trying my best. i have an 88 or something and i am trying and i wish people would back off and stop lecturing me. it just pissed me off that she was looking at my grades and schedule when it's none of here business to lecture me on it.
fuck. i dont know anymore.
well; at least i have jodi picoult. and tea. and hope? nope, thats gone.
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go tea.
boo lack of hope.
and grades, you hafta realize they have a valid point.
even if u hate me for saying so.
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